The Anniversary

Exactly one year ago, I lost a best friend. Exactly one year ago, I lost a piece of me that can never be replaced. I feel like I’m falling into nothingness. 

But then I think of Danielle. 

I remember a life lead with no enemies, no resentments, and no regrets. 

I’m inspired again. 

And so I peel myself off my bedroom floor. 

Because the only thing keeping me from being swallowed whole by sadness is that she would hate me if I let it. 

So for now, I’m just going to miss her. 

I miss you Danielle. I love you.

And I carry your heart. Always.